Captains Log 5/31/2015

So this is what ive learned so far about this medication. The anti depressants do work which is great. The anti anxiety meds do work which is great as well. The meds for OCD and schizophrenia dont work too well lol. If i miss a dose i go into a sort of "hyperactive" mode where im a bit reckless and non filtered as well as i have strange dreams and see things like bugs and passing people that aren't there. I also have really strong deja vu that feels scarily real to where i cant tell if its a dream or something that actually happened or is happening because it feels so much like reality. The only thing thats different are really small things that wouldnt normally be noticeable like my grandmother walking and talking; both of which she hasnt been able to do since october of lst year. I think when it happens the anti anxiety meds kinda kick into overdrive because i dont get panicky about it or anything i just feel really creeped out and cant really do anything about it. For the most part i feel like the medication is helping a lot i just I guess have to get used to the deja vu, dreams, and hyperactive fits. I also have to stick to my schedule and not miss doses. It helps alot that the pills are small, virtually tasteless, and easy to swallow. It doesn't help that since taking them my tastebuds feel kinda worn out and are really sensitive as well as the constant dry mouth and weird taste left in the morning after taking the night time meds.